accidental existence

Life, one sentence at a time

“…don’t say a word, just come over and lie here with me…” June 24, 2010

Filed under: Uncategorized — emletterman @ 6:40 pm

Today I feel weird.
I don’t feel like my normal  happy self.
I’m letting the wedding stress get to me.
Which is crazy because it is 290 days away.
Mom called to say she thought we needed a wedding planner.
The thought has never occured to me.
I thought I had it under control.
Then she started asking all kinds of questions I didn’t have and answers for.
I felt out of control.
I hope it gets better.

Adam made me smile today.

I think as long as we stay true to each other and ourselves and don’t let outside influences get to us we will have a good day.

I hope.

I just went and got some Starbucks to cheer myself up while I wait for the school board meeting to start.
Coffee and chocolate make everything better.

Adam is cooking dinner tonight since I will be so late.
I like these nights for that reason.

I’m all alone at work right now.
It’s weird.
I going to be alone most of the day tomorrow too.
It seems everybody else has some sort of pressing plans that they HAVE TO do and I got stuck with the bill.
Literally I will be me, Adam and Lindsey in the office tomorrow.
That’s it.

We are headed to KC on Saturday.
It’s our 18 month anniversay and Adam wanted to do something special.
Which I thought was super sweet.
So we are gonna drive up and spend the day at the Nelson Atkins.
I’m excited to see Crystal.
She promised us breakfast in a cool little local spot.
Having my maid of honor in a different town stinks.
I miss her all the time.
I have tried to convince her to move back down here.
I hasn’t worked so far……
But I’m not going to stop trying. ;)

I wish the wedding were this fall rather than next spring.

I need a hug right now.

It’ so hot outside.
I almost died covering GLADE yesterday for an hour.
I had to bring a change of clothes.
It was horrible.

I got Danny Boy some herb pills today.
Carrie suggested them to stop his summer digging problem.
Said they worked on her dogs.
I sure hope they do cause $3 a bottle is a lot cheaper than a shot from the vet.
Fingers crossed.

I’m rambling.
Kind of like my column this week.

My life needs some color.

We watched Deadliset Catch last night.
I teared up when they showed Phil’s empty chair.

As this was a wedding related post, this seemed fitting.


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